This film was an exercise on flipping through the emotions I have experienced like a book. I often think about how in each moment someone is crying in the world. I hoped for a moment I could cry for everyone, to give them a break because I have been avoiding my turn. Developing my relation to my body, I now feel like I could cry in each moment. Sometimes I wish I would. I don't cry from sadness. I cry because I don't understand. This was an attempt to own the physical intelligence of tears, dismantle my self policing, and confront a cultural taboo.